Pain!

That's one of my worst fears. I hate pain and I'm so overwhelmed about painkillers when pain hits you. Again my wisdom tooth is troubleing me. If I write in a wierd way or if my spelling isn't very good I blame it on the painkillers I've been taking. 2 years ago I had a surgery done here in Melbourne and I saved some of the very strong painkillers from that period. Thank God for that! There's nothing better than the relief of pain letting go.

Yesterday was supposed to be a big study day for me, but instead it started with some breakfast and a pill. After that I couldn't concentrate. I was lying on the sofa all day, watching movies and sleeping. In general I hate that kind of manner because I'm the kind of person who likes to get things done and be able to call it a day. Sleeping away a day depresses me.

But yesterday I was also working in the evening, so I didn't ruin the whole day. I got this job as a receptionist at Melbourne's Chill On Ice Bar so it's a pretty cool job. At first I was worried that I wouldn't be able to do my job properly because of the strong painkillers, but it went actually well. While eating these pills you get very drowsy but during the evening I was fine. When I knocked off we had a couple of drinks before we went home. It's part of the privileges working there. So when they asked me what I wanted I told them "Vodka" "Straight". Since I also have a cold (again) I thought something strong could help me getting better. I don't drink that much and since this was the first time I had knock-off drinks I had to explain about my tooth and cold. But they were just laughing. The people working there are very laid back, they don't really care. Just chill, I guess..

The reason I have my 2nd cold in 4 months is the crazy weather in Melbourne. One day it's hot, next day freeeezing! Something I'm not very used to yet.

Anyway, I'm going to the doctor today. I've been struggeling if I have to go to a dentist for this, but my everything is swollen around it so a dentist can only prescribe some antibiotics without even having a look at it so I thought a doctor must be able to do the same. And doctors have emergencies... I haven't found a dentist emergency without appoint making. To be honest I prefer going to the doctor. I have my place here where I know what I'm getting while going to a dentist I don't know freaks me out...

So I better get going... Painkillers won't last very long...